if only

cried my heart out today..

never cry this hard before..never..

i think the whole neighborhood can heard me..

my cat was hit by a car..

he died infront of my eyes..

horribly n sadly..

he just so little..

it was my fault..

letting him out..

n din keep an eye on him..

if only.....

*sigh*

till now i cant stop myself from crying..

regret because i dint take a good care of him..

i always left him behind..

i always hug and play with the other cat of mine..

never truly pay attention to him..

he was a good cat..

n now i lost him..

i miss him..