bye bye 2013. hello 2014

sometimes i forget to thank the people who make my life happy in so many ways.
sometimes i forget to tell them how much i really do appreciate them for being an important part of my life.

THANK YOU all of you for just being here for me.


what's ahead me in 2014.?

because of you

thank you to those who hated me, you made me stronger

thank you to those that loved me, you made my heart go fonder

thank you to those who cared, you made me feel important

thank you to those who entered my life, you made me who I am today

thank you to those that left, you showed me that nothing last forever

thank you to those who stayed, you showed me true friendship

thank you to those who listened, you made me feel like I was worth it

i am thankful for every up and down. and for everything i have

infatuated.completely

heee..

yes.you're my wonderwall.!

23

its 28 July and im officially 23years old.
owh.
by the way, age is just a number isn't.?
im always young,wild and free by the attitude.
meeehehehe

as the number increase year by year, the responsibility and commitment also stacking up.

" we are made wise not by recollection of our past, but by the responsibility for our future "

preparing myself physically and mentally for it.

making sure that im able to face all the hardships with smile.

and most of all.
the people around me.
they are the one who giving me support.encourage me
and some of them making my life miserable.up side down
haha.
im grateful for that.without them.
my life will be boring and dull isn't

thank you Allah for everything.

Fragile

" sometimes there are worries and concerns in your heart, you need someone to speak to but those around you may not understand you, even if they do understand your words, the words that will come out will not do justice to how you are feeling. Turn to Creator, for it is He who knows you better than yourself and knows how you are feeling. It is He who understand you and can help you more than anyone else "

im at my worst condition lately.

heart broken.

and seems like i couldnt find back all the missing pieces.

once again, im losing myself.

its ok to be not ok

' menangis bukan bererti lemah, terkadang mereka menangis hanya ingin mengeluarkan beban yang terlalu menyesakkan dada '

23 years.

i never see you shed a single tear.

that day.

for the first time.you cried

i know that you cant hold it any longer.

you been keep it inside.alone.with no one to share

i know it must been so hard to you.that you cant bear it anymore

and im sorry for just standing there.froze

watching you cried.

dont even know how to comfort you.

and i ended up crying.

i know how you feel.

cant imagine to be in your shoe.

can i be that strong.?

am i able to continue and survive,?

like you did

im a crayon

' i see myself as a crayon, i may not be your favourite color. but i know someday, u will need me to complete your picture '

ironic isn't.?

someone that we dint realize their existing,a stranger, suddenly become so important, become someone that we cant live without, become part of ourselves.

make us feel complete. feel glad.

as the time passed, i realize that i should never ever look down on people or feeling swank.

its not that im that type of person, just normally i dont give a damn in other people's business as long as their dint interfere mine.and people mistaken me as a boastful lady.

we should treat people how we want to be treated.

because, we never know, that maybe one day, we might need their help.

always. always appreciate people around you.